My Uplifted Self-Esteem

Today i had to go to my grandparents' house to help them move some wood 'cause they were having a tree taken down. it was really sad 'cause that tree has been there for as long as i've been alive and longer. unfortunately there was nothing i could do about it.

anyhow, there was a good side to this. when i got there the tree guys were there. well, the guy who owned the buisness (Budd's Tree Removal, or something like that) had two sons. but not just two sons, two HOTT sons!!! they were so HOTT!!! they were really buff from all the carrying of logs and such things. one of them was 24, but he smoked and had a gf, the other one though... he was only 18, i thought he was hotter anyhow.

but wait! it gets better!! we went to the library for a while so that we didn't get any logs dropped on our heads since they were done with their lunch break (they didn't really take a very long lunch break though, the younger one, lets call him Angelo, practically swallowed his food whole and then came and helped us stack the wood. hmm....). the bad news: when we got back they had left because they needed to get oil and a bigger saw for the stump, the good news: Angelo had asked how old i was!!! so he actually noticed me!! according to my grandma he was crazy about me, but i think grandmas tend to exaggerate things. *sigh* besides she thought 18 was too old and that he could keep his fingers off me.

oh well. what am i thinking anyhow?? there is Var!! i shouldn't be thinking all these dirty thoughts about a tree guy. even if he was sexy. i don't think it's that bad though, it's not like i'll ever see Angelo again. hmm... unless my grandparents get another tree cut down, which seems imminent. i have to entertain myself somehow inbetween my emails from Var anyhow!! don't look at me so accusingly!! I still love Var!! i don't even know anything about Angelo!! except that he was hott and that my grandma said he was really nice. oh well, it just makes me happy that i was actually noticed by a guy, sort of gives me a self-esteem boost.