Wednesday, July 20

How I Feel

I feel like a pair of pants that only get worn when all the other pants are dirty. That is how I feel around three certain people.

jeune fille de chevals

13 Comments:

At Wednesday, July 20, 2005 9:57:00 PM, Blogger Esperanza Rising said...

That is such a good QQ! mind if i use it sometime? I hope tomorrow is a better day for you, and that you can always take deep breaths and think: "ooommmmm, ooommmmm, oooommmm...." Which always makes me want to crack up laughing, because addie and I use that technique when we want to strangle our little sisters...just picture addie doing that....lol. Anyway, that was kinda off track, but the point is...ummmm...what was the point?...well, if all else fails, just remember that you have friends that love you, not just those air heads.

chica bonita

 
At Wednesday, July 20, 2005 10:30:00 PM, Blogger tay said...

ditto what esperanza said. remember if u ever want to feel like the favorite jeans that get worn everyday call us and we're here for ya!

 
At Thursday, July 21, 2005 2:05:00 PM, Blogger fiddlin' fool said...

oooommmmmmmmmmm oooommmmmmmmmmmmmm ooooommmmmmmmmmm

 
At Thursday, July 21, 2005 6:35:00 PM, Blogger Nature's Daughter said...

sure! you can use my quote! i'm glad at least SOMETHING good came out of the whole rotten situation. i'm afraid "ooooommmmmmm, oooommmmmmmm, oooooommmm...." doesn't work so well for me. mostly i just need to write a lot have at least one or two people tell me i'm appreciated and cry myself dry. you guys have made me feel a lot better. i guess i just get sick of being stuck with these people who don't really like me THAT much for day after day after day. fortunately there are only a few more days before fair, and HOPEFULLY all you guys will be at fair so i will have some people who understand me. *sighs blissfully* i guess no one REALLY understands me, but you guys understand me more then THEY do. thank the Potu for Peggy, she understands too.

jeune fille de chevals

 
At Thursday, July 21, 2005 6:38:00 PM, Blogger Nature's Daughter said...

oh yes, today everything went fine.

1. because we did not have to be in each other's presence for more than 45 minutes (and the twins weren't even there when i was)

2. i have strengthened my resolve. i am going to work ten times harder and be ten times pleasanter. if i am mean and sulky it just makes my life and theirs miserable. so if they want to insult me that is their problem. i can only hear nice things from now on...

jeune fille de chevals

 
At Thursday, July 21, 2005 9:19:00 PM, Blogger Esperanza Rising said...

Good for you! That's better than I could do! You're wise beyond your years, my friend....

chica bonita

 
At Friday, July 22, 2005 1:48:00 PM, Blogger tay said...

omg i admire how u can just do that....i would flip out! you have amazing self control..

 
At Friday, July 22, 2005 3:56:00 PM, Blogger Dryad said...

hi guys(gals?)... i have a problem. my friend wants me to go to a camp ("christian camp" with her youth group) and i thought about it.... and i thought about it... and i said NO. but she said i could back out at the last second if i wanted to so i signed the little form thingy and she turned it in. well.... i decided i really didnt want to go so i said i would tell the worker dude guy (who ever he is, not that i really care) myself i didnt want to go but she said she would do it for me. she couldnt get to him. he wasnt home. so she told me i would have to go to camp! BS! so i said again, "give me his number and i will tell him" but she said no and promised me she would tell him. she was really "sad" (more than that, really let down) i wasnt going and i wonder if i made a wrong choice. it is only for a little while. 4 days or so. she will be sorry i didnt go. but -I- dont want to go. -I- will be "sad". (i have to do -this- because "I" is in caps anyway) is it wrong to raise someones hopes and then "smash" them because i dont want to make myself have a bad time? or should i keep to a deal and make myself unhappy? im lost... i need help... what am i going to do?

 
At Friday, July 22, 2005 3:56:00 PM, Blogger Dryad said...

that was long...

 
At Friday, July 22, 2005 6:15:00 PM, Blogger Nature's Daughter said...

well, i have to say it isn't that great to back out on something like this. but if you think it's really going to suck and you really don't want to go you shouldn't have to. your friend should respect your decision and she knew that you didn't want to go that much in the first place and she SAID that you could back out so she should not go back on her word. so get the number and don't go if you don't want to.

jeune fille de chevals

 
At Friday, July 22, 2005 6:16:00 PM, Blogger Nature's Daughter said...

and thank you for all your compliments on my... self.... control... lol. i really appreciate it.

 
At Friday, July 22, 2005 9:38:00 PM, Blogger Dryad said...

ok... i will see....

 
At Saturday, July 23, 2005 8:16:00 AM, Blogger Esperanza Rising said...

aidela- I think I know this friend...lol...talk to you at the wedding, K? R u all ready??? lol

la chica bonita

 

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