Friday, June 17

Thinking Of You Var

i love you,
i hate you.
every day,
i watch the clock,
waiting for you.
you give me life,
you take it away.
every night,
i lie awake,
waiting for you.
you say you care,
you never call,
if you think of me,
why don't you call?
i watch my life fly by,
waiting for you.
i will wait,
i will not wait.
i have all my life,
why am i wasting it?
waiting for you.
you brought me hope,
now you bring despair.
i felt love,
now only desertion.
waiting for you.
i will never love you,
i will never hate you.
you are a chapter of my book,
once it is read, you move on to the next.
waiting for you, no more.
it was real,
now it is a dream.
it was the present,
now it is the past.
Fairwell

14 Comments:

At Friday, June 17, 2005 7:29:00 PM, Blogger Nature's Daughter said...

just as a note... i never actually hated him, it justs gives the poem or whatever you want to call it a little more drama.

your joyful maiden of horses

 
At Saturday, June 18, 2005 12:30:00 AM, Blogger Kick-butt soccer star said...

oh, do u mean var dude? wow u also write beautiful poetry when ur in love........

 
At Saturday, June 18, 2005 12:30:00 AM, Blogger Kick-butt soccer star said...

wait duh u mean var u titled the post as thinking of u var! sry! :)

 
At Saturday, June 18, 2005 8:46:00 AM, Blogger Nature's Daughter said...

lol, thanks, although i wouldn't say i'm in love anymore... since he has fricking deserted me!

 
At Saturday, June 18, 2005 9:26:00 PM, Blogger Polenta said...

that's it girl! drop his ass so far behind that you don't see the skid marks!!!







the one and only undisterbed yamath

 
At Saturday, June 18, 2005 9:51:00 PM, Blogger Kick-butt soccer star said...

ahahaha! the skid marks! lol. but really roch, apparently he ain't worth it anymore.

 
At Sunday, June 19, 2005 10:32:00 AM, Blogger Nature's Daughter said...

no, he hasn't been worth it for a long time. and you guys! if he sends me another email and i'm all "oh, his computer broke, he's so cute, i'm going to forgive him" then you need to fricking yell at me!!!! i'm not going to put up with him anymore!! and you guys! don't let me forget it!!!

 
At Sunday, June 19, 2005 10:58:00 AM, Blogger tay said...

you can trust us to do that. we luv u!

 
At Sunday, June 19, 2005 5:48:00 PM, Blogger Polenta said...

roch, i doubt that someone with such a strong mind and will like you could do that again. but i'll back you up anyway!

 
At Tuesday, June 21, 2005 7:56:00 AM, Blogger Nature's Daughter said...

thanks guys! i mean girls!

your joyful maiden of horses

 
At Tuesday, June 21, 2005 12:45:00 PM, Blogger Polenta said...

no kidding...work on gender, roch!!









the one and only undisterbed yamath

 
At Tuesday, June 21, 2005 6:19:00 PM, Blogger Nature's Daughter said...

lol!!! hombre!!!!!

 
At Wednesday, June 22, 2005 7:52:00 AM, Blogger Nature's Daughter said...

gals?!? oh dear. you guys know what i mean when i say "guys" right? i don't mean guy guys, i mean girl guys... whoa... that sounds really wrong... erase that from your memory....

 
At Wednesday, June 22, 2005 11:54:00 AM, Blogger Kick-butt soccer star said...

HAHAHAHAHA!!!!!! hehee har har har HAHAHAHAHAHA!!!! *GIGGLE*

*HICCUP*


*burp*.........


lol.........

 

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